Quite drunk in the airport in life, in all sorts of awe, of starts.
Beaches, sunsets make my heart flutter, fleeting yes, yet eternal too.
2026, Artherese
Mojito by the beach, prior heading to the airport. Jan 5, 2026 | Panglao
The words here may be few starting this year as I’ve been capturing musings more in paper these days. The reason being, I entered a nostalgic analog era in my 29th. Still, in paper or in screen, learning and discovering every day. 💚
Weekday escapes & musings amidst the busy and what could bes.Part 1
Don’t go changing minds
You can’t go about the world trying to change opinions. That’s an uphill battle.
Instead, let them. And listen. You may pick up gems from the scraps – a lesson or at the very least, what not to be.
But also, remember that for everyone – one is the center of one’s own world. How liberating is that? Go make a ruckus, go run, embrace your own kind of sparkle, of crazy. Because while some of the time others are formulating their fleeting narratives and opinions, most times really, no one can be looking.
(written amidst a grab ride to work)
And also, consuming beauty & art, every chance I get
A chance to forget yourself
A passage struck me today – how creating is a way to escape and find respite amidst the things to try to forget – among all else including oneself, with its fears and regrets. A momentary bliss.
Even when it’s not yet done or accomplished, there’s progress. Marked by your scars and lessons and pages that echo your bravery, your words. Even when it’s heavy, there is space. A little pocket of time that you need not maximize, you just merely need to live and realize.
And I take solace in the fact that I’m not ever perfect, nor will I ever be, nor will anything ever be. My heavy burden lifted. No need to chase some grand ideals, then. To create is to listen, live, and catalyze. To create is to escape.
(funny how a certain passage that speaks to you can caught your heartstrings, as I find myself getting teary eyed in a cafe. That’s what art and beauty brings – magic)
Living life with stubborn gladness, and coffee.
Revelations from a fortune teller encounter
I got to go see a fortune teller the other day. My first. Love isn’t in my cards. Perhaps, not yet. But leaving will pave opportunities. A worthy bet. Also got a reminder. That it’s okay to feel.
I left with wonder. Empowered even. Now it’s up to me. When everything’s up for interpretation, nothing’s ever really set in stone until there is action. My own.
I was able to go back to our designated provincial hometown over the weekend. As a means to escape and also, to remember. This place never ceases to fill me with awe, and definitely a lot of musings.
Taal Lake, January 2025
Saturday Today, I chose to disconnect And in doing so, felt more Alive, present, connected.
Contradictions coexist. Life never falters to surprise And delight, who knows What you’ll discover, What comes and goes?
Sunday The possibilities are endless, even With only all the stolen time and sidelines. The act of creation is redemption.
Breaks are transforming into vacations. An hour-long vacay. To marvel at the tides and changing seasons. Mostly with a book. Transporting myself to worlds away and within. With relief. A breath of fresh air, a reminder, that all comes to pass. That's life - fair and square. Like this lunch. Along with everything else.
Snaps from my recent culinary adventures: a korean toastie, a mexican birria & horchata, an oriental oyster bao. Living my Eat, Pray, Love journey in a lunchtime.
This start of year, mostly finding myself speechless – in awe, in feels, in hope. May I capture them more in days to come.
A Birthday Poetry
Thank you 27 If given the chance I’ll live you again.
Here comes 28 Not stopping to wait Well, so am I.
The coming of age The passing of time Is a nudge not a judge Like cheese and wine Older is better Older’s the cue To pursue, to live true To your calling, Finally but not A finale.
Taken on January 4, 2025 Birthday Boracay Trip. Achieved my bucket list of seeing bora sunset on my birthday and also, treating my parents to a vacation to this magical place. My heart is full.
Pep Talks
For every leap, there’s this familiar Aftermath - the budding fear When things are certainly uncertain.
But still, a choice to brave the unknown To find the beat, the rhyme, the awe For every leap, is to live.
Three hundred sixty six days have passed and I would like to believe that I have been courageous. I am.
The days are filled with words, surprise, laughter, and joy. The busy and the duties marry with the hopes and the possibilities. The quest for existing beyond the mundane – finding beauty in it. Being the beauty in it.
The power of choosing right, and the act of choosing when it’s easier to be on autopilot. But also, simply being and living – still grateful, still kind.
I actually have been thinking about my resolution and one of the top contenders will be, to be less kind. Initially. In truth kindness has been my one proud protest in this world, and I’ll always continue to – perhaps in different forms and shapes this time, but not any less. Never.
For this world with its rough patches and edges can sometimes demand another type, another kind of kind. The kind that embraces her power, chooses not just her battles but also goes into one and knows when to put up a fight. But also, inside, still full of peace, of delight. The kind that doesn’t depend on being liked, but standing up for what right, what feels right, and where she feels most alive.
This year, I’ve been courageous, I’ve been kind. Gone on adventures – through planes, words, music and my mind. And yes, there have been a few tears and wish for rewinds. Still – for every longing, closer to finding one’s calling.
My new year’s resolution then, is to answer.
(c) Artherese, 2025
Shot at midnight. The spectacle in the skies reflect the light inside. This will be a year of hope & courage. I’m ready for the ride.
Created a 2025 calendar this weekend as a holiday gift for family and friends. Cheers to infinite skies ahead (and productive focused weekends dedicated to creating) .
And if I’ll be honest – the process of creating this is as much gift to me as it is (and perhaps more so) for those I’ll offer this to.